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Mike Sowden's avatar

Gorgeous as always.

One thing about river water: the more it's constrained on either side, the faster it goes (with enormous caveats, because that principle gets overriden when there's just a massive load of water pushing behind it, eg. the Amazon, one of the fastest rivers in the world). I think about this a lot in terms of creativity - how there's a sweet spot between being reservoir-lazy and mountain-stream-super-frantic, and we're all trying to calibrate ourselves up or down onto it to find our right state of flow. Now thinking about this some more...

Have you ever traced a river from source to end? The way you write this, I feel like it would be a satisfying thing for you to write up - including if that river doesn't exist anymore, but really needs someone to write a short but deeply felt biography of it.

Regarding sense of direction, I was just listening to an old episode of Radiolab where the late Oliver Sachs admitted he carried a couple of supermagnets in his trouser pockets to aid him with his terrible self-navigation skills. He could always feel them tugging him towards Magnetic North, and said it was helpful but slightly disturbing, like his trousers were alive. (Robert Krulwich got the giggles about this.)

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Freya Rohn's avatar

It's incredible how many twisting braids interlock between freedom to move, freedom of thought, the freedom of trust. I love how you follow each one with such consideration, such care. To find the river undrowned, if only on a historic map is a kind of prayer. Will be thinking long about how you so finely revealed what it is about trust and betrayal--how it is a constriction, something that was free that is revealed to be constricting in the worst ways. How beautiful though, to think of how freeing it is to our sense of self and inter-relationship with the world, when we hold trust with another.

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